Hi all,
I found you guys in 2015 first time. I was married, am Christian, and found my so called soul mate, I introduced to my wife already before marrying her (my wife). My soulmate came 10 years later back into my life, this time, first time, willing to be part of it. We both were not interested in killing my marriage or family. She was in a bad relationship, not me. And my first wife and me were given each other by God, we know this, and she (the second potential wife) knows it as well. Today both of us do not have contact, I lost everything, God asked me to go into Exile into another country and there I am back again in this group. My ex-wife and I do not really have contact, only when there is an important topic regarding the children, who stayed with her in the house I built for the family. For 11 years now there is no solution. I left this group in 2017 as I gained clarity that there will never be a way for a shared future. Why did I enter this group in 2015? As God told me not to leave my Ex. And he told me to take over responsibility and being a future husband of her - the second one - as well. She later got in "on off toxic mode" so I stopped it. Still my heart is with both, I pray for them, God never gave me any solution to this - we are three being involved, and 5 children.
I do not believe in another way OR to be blessed in a totally different way again in my future with Christ. I accept being in exile due to the whole situation and stay silent and in prayer, as there is no other way. And I may stay like this for the rest of my life. I hope you walk through better experience and be more blessed in reality, not only by God giving you a mission and then let falling apart everything. Sometimes it's necessary, so that all involved parties may come to a point where they want to build something new, maybe together then. Today no involved one has a good life. It's the opposite of what I hoped for when God gave me his order for my life.
All the best!
Ray
PS: for all who are in psychology - Please let us not go into it! I am an awakened empath and learned a lot, still the foundation of what God told me is valid.
I found you guys in 2015 first time. I was married, am Christian, and found my so called soul mate, I introduced to my wife already before marrying her (my wife). My soulmate came 10 years later back into my life, this time, first time, willing to be part of it. We both were not interested in killing my marriage or family. She was in a bad relationship, not me. And my first wife and me were given each other by God, we know this, and she (the second potential wife) knows it as well. Today both of us do not have contact, I lost everything, God asked me to go into Exile into another country and there I am back again in this group. My ex-wife and I do not really have contact, only when there is an important topic regarding the children, who stayed with her in the house I built for the family. For 11 years now there is no solution. I left this group in 2017 as I gained clarity that there will never be a way for a shared future. Why did I enter this group in 2015? As God told me not to leave my Ex. And he told me to take over responsibility and being a future husband of her - the second one - as well. She later got in "on off toxic mode" so I stopped it. Still my heart is with both, I pray for them, God never gave me any solution to this - we are three being involved, and 5 children.
I do not believe in another way OR to be blessed in a totally different way again in my future with Christ. I accept being in exile due to the whole situation and stay silent and in prayer, as there is no other way. And I may stay like this for the rest of my life. I hope you walk through better experience and be more blessed in reality, not only by God giving you a mission and then let falling apart everything. Sometimes it's necessary, so that all involved parties may come to a point where they want to build something new, maybe together then. Today no involved one has a good life. It's the opposite of what I hoped for when God gave me his order for my life.
All the best!
Ray
PS: for all who are in psychology - Please let us not go into it! I am an awakened empath and learned a lot, still the foundation of what God told me is valid.
